And my mother's mother passed away on the 5th. I really never imagined Grandma would die. Although I knew it was coming I was still surprised when it happened. Family came to town for her memorial service. It was so healing to see my family together, talking and laughing. My grandmother was not the ultra nurturing, make-you-cookies kind of lady. But she was still my grandma and I know she loved her family. There are thoughts and feelings that come with the death of a loved one that really can't be expressed in words.
I shed more tears in September than I have in years. But I also felt so encased in love this month. I have visited with dear friends who have encouraged and supported me, spent precious time with my own mother who I count as one of my best friends, had my sisters here to talk and share and laugh with, and have become closer to my cousins. And each day I have felt my husband's arms around me. I have witnessed the strength that comes from love. I am so grateful for my life and the people that are part of it. I am so glad I get to live this amazing life that is at the same moment so hard and so beautiful. I am humbled to have felt inside me the whisper that God is real and life goes on past death.
I love you Grandma.
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Oh Erin,
I am so sorry your grandmother died. I am sure she loved you lots and will be smiling down on you as you raise your family =) I think you are amazing and I know that you are a good teacher...even if it seems hard at times. I wish I could sit in your class and listen to the wonderful things you are teaching. ^_^
You're doing so great, I am awed by your service and wonderful attitude. I am so glad to have you as my dear friend.
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